The emptiness is killing me slowly as I wipe the
tears that fall from my eyes. I realize you're
really gone. My heart breaks as it crumbles to the
floor. I drop to my knees unaware of what to do.
I close my eyes and picture you, I see your face,
your smile. I feel your arms around me holding me
tightly, I can't breath, I gasp for air. All alone,
scared. That's how I feel without you near.
Since I have bought my explorer, I have been looking at
accessories to maybe add some of my style to my truck.
One thing I really want to change is the ball hitch on
the back, it is very rusted and I am looking into buying
a trailer that I can use to haul stuff away on. I know
that there are many different style and designs, for
instance curt hitches, the ones that look like balls
hanging down. I just want a simple skull tow hitch to
put on it.
I never had acne when I was in high school.
Since out and I have gotten older and have
had two children my skin has been breaking out
consistently lately. I am allergic to fragrance
and most lotions and spray I can not use, it
just makes my skin like a pizza. I have tried
several over the counter acne creams from my
local store and have not had any success with
them. They have either dried my skin out causing
it to peel, or it has made my skin oily and
blotchy. I really decided to try Proactiv, and
I have to say that I am impressed for me to have
sensitive skin, this worked great. I have noticed
an improvement in my skin and do not have oiliness
anymore.
I am sure that I am not only when I say I
absolutely hate my hair. I have really fine,
thin hair, so I decided one year to get a
perm. I was really sick of having just straight
hair. I was young and dumb I guess you could
say. Well that did not turn out so well. I
looked like a frizz ball. The perm did not
hold in my hair so instead of having curly
hair I just had frizzy burnt hair. I went
out to the store to look for hair serums
that would take the frizzy out and make my
hair once again straight. Thank goodness I
eventually found one and it made my hair so
soft.
I was just reading up on methadone detox, it is
a shame watching people you love that have
an addiction to drugs. I was reading how if
there are people addicted to crack cocaine
to help with the withdrawls they will give
out this medication to help with the pain.
But in my opinion it is just enabling them
to substitute one drug for another.
I was looking online today for new computers,
just comparing the prices and wanting to update
the one I have that is about 10 years old. I really
like the computers that are touchscreen but
having a toddler with sticky fingers I don't
know if that would be a good idea. I would hate
to spend alot of money on one then it getting
tore up so I wouldn't be able to clean it. I
don't know my search continues.
When you think about life and all its
negative things, scary thoughts occur,
great fears it brings. Dealing with friends
and family who betrayed your life, standing
all alone from dusk til dawn, dawn to dusk,
leaves you with eyes like clouds and tears
like streams. It makes you want to run away
from it all. My world is dark and confused,
I feel angry, I feel frustrated, sad and
completely used. Everything is so unclear,
sometimes the only thing I see is death,
that life is not worth living, it should be
taken away. Then I hear a voice that says,
"There's a whole lot more to life. Everyone
goes through joy, happiness, pain and strife.
There are people who love you, and you will
meet new friends. Everyday is a new experience
its just a matter of where and when." That is
when you calm down and begin to think. After
all, life can be good and have its positive things.
I have been hurt, betrayed, denied and used.
But people will know my importance depending
on the friends I choose. If you think problems
cant be solved then you're not very wise. This
voice might have saved my life and that when I
realized the voice is the voice of your heart.
Here's a new word for you dieters out there, nuphedragen.
I have never heard of it and I do alot of reading
about diets and health stuff. It is suppose to
help you lose weight faster. I am going to have
to do some more reading and research before I buy
anything with this ingredient in it.
We had a storm actually a tornado that destroyed
so many peoples home. I was so surprised that it
barely missed my home. I hit right across the
street from my home and went up for miles. We are
so lucky it did not hurt us. Being that close to
a tornado is so scary, I almost want to live in
steel buildings just so I know that it
will survive one. Mobile home were just turned
over like a pop can blowing in the wind. Luckily
no one up the street was seriously hurt but they
had an angel looking over them.
I have to ask anyone who knows, what is term life insurance?
I have been wanting to get some life insurance for
my husband and I for our daughters but there
are so many different kinds of insurance definitions
out there that I am sure which one we need. I want
my girls to be okay and have money if anything
were to happen to us. But I also need something afford-
able that will not empty out our pocket book so
if anyone has suggestions please let me know.
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